I really love this guy and he is the one for me.   All you haters out there are just jealous. I got a man and many of you don’t. I will be finished paying for his car next month. I am hoping that he starts paying his own insurance because that is too much on me. I am not depressed. I just take Prozac to help me with my crying spells.

I can’t talk for very long because I need to go and prepare his dinner. He had to stop by a friend’s house before coming home. He usually just comes in, takes a shower, and I serve him dinner in bed. I don’t mind. I know that he is sleeping around on me. This is the last time I will accept the lie, “I was at my mom’s house.” We have sex at least twice a month. I haven’t had an orgasm in five years, but he usually gets his and as long as he is satisfied, I am happy.  I did let him know that I would not have another abortion. My insurance only pays for three and I have met my limit. I don’t really like having sex with him because last time I got a greenish discharge. He told me that it was a yeast infection. I believed him but my doctor said that it was gonorrhea.  When I asked him about it, he jumped on me pretty bad. I called the police, but I did not press charges. Yes, he did blacken my eye but it did not hurt. They locked him up anyway after they saw my face.

Do you think I should leave him? Is it really worth it? I am too scared to leave because he said that he would kill me if I left. I tried to get a restraining order, but I chickened out. Is that him in the driveway? Oh, I got to go now. I will talk to you later. Keep me in your prayers because I really just don’t know what to do.

Sister Love

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