Well the last time that I was in love was 3 months ago. We met through our younger siblings in fact. He was dropping off his little sister at the community pool and I was dropping off my little brother at the baseball field next door. He caught my eye and I just decided to approach him because he looked really good. Usually I prefer my guys tall, dark, and handsome, but he only had two of those qualities. He was definitely tall and handsome but he was full of light with slightly tanned skin and a mess of blond curls. We began hanging out casually as friends, but we both wanted something more. The only thing that stopped us was the whole different race issue. We knew that interracial relationships were difficult. A couple of weeks after we met, we were having dinner together when he suddenly leaned across the table and planted the most luscious kiss on me, complete with tongue and everything. He sat back down and said,” I’ve been wanting to do that for a while now.” A lot of the diner’s were staring at us but I was too oblivious. I looked into his eyes and knew that I was willing to take the chance. I grabbed his hand and led him out the restaurant and we headed to his house. That night was the most amazing night of my life. He did things to me that I never even knew was possible. Instead of finding his own pleasure he made sure that I had reached mine. He was the most selfless lover that I ever had. From then on the relationship was very fast and tumultuous. We spent every night together and most of the day too. It got to the point where I was breaking plans with my friends so that I could be with him. Our love was so strong and our passion so insatiable that I believe that was what led to our downfall. I suddenly became one of those jealous, paranoid, and clingy girlfriends. Every second that he was not spending with me, I questioned where he was. I trusted him,but I just didn’t trust the females around him. Our relationship began to decline, ad he broke up with me 3 moths ago, the day before our first anniversary. Even now I’m still not over him. I don’t believe that I’ll find another love like that again